Wednesday, April 25, 2012

Patience...It's not my virtue!

So, I have not been a very good blogger for the last week or so. I haven't really been inspired, but I'm feeling guilty and actually thought about something, so here it goes. The last 2 weeks have been HELL!

No...nothing is wrong with the baby(ies)(that I know of). I am NOT a patient person! It is killing me to not know what is going on inside my body. Having to wait until May 15th to find out is like 500,000,000,000 times worse than the 2ww!

One day I feel totally confident that all is well and there is nothing to worry about and then the next day I am a ball of stress worrying that I'm not really pregnant or that I'm miscarrying again. I have to calm down!

Thankfully, I regularly have unpleasant pregnancy symptoms that reassure me that all is well and progressing and I remember that I have to have faith that Heavenly Father knows what is best, and hope that his plan lines up with mine!

Anywho...that's really what's been going on with me, other than sick kid, sick hubby, and sick me! Blah! :P



Anne said...

I know how the waiting and worrying feels. My new mantra is "Trust in the Lord's Timing." Try to think of it a little differently - if you didn't get that BFP, you wouldn't be here, waiting again, and you could be getting ready for another stim cycle. Yuck! Hang in there!